Welcome to the wonder land

its a strange feeling that i cant really explain, but every time im with u i forget that anything is wrong, and when im apart from u, ur all i can think about. im i going crazy or am i just crazy in love, baby i feel like ur my world and if u go away i might just break and crash. <3 <3 

you dont understand anything and im tired of trying to make you, just forget anything i ever told you, im nutrule  about my feelings they are non existing just fuck off if ur not ready to treat me how i want  to be treated 

im tired of not knowing of wats going on i need to know how u really feel about me 
i love you and i dont know how to tell you that, ur always a jerk to me and u say that u dont mean it, like are u for fucking real, u say that u really like me but u never say it to my face, like how am i supposed to know that, all i want is what other girls want, to hold there guys and tell the hole fuckin world that his there’s, im tired of ppl asking me are u and him still together, i never know wat to say, um not really we are just having sex with each other, no thats not me, i want to hold ur hand when we walk down the street, i want to write on my statues, that im taken and that all the guys need to back the fuck off, i want you to say the same thing to the girls, i just want wat other girls have going out to dinner movies a real relationship no more hiding.